nonethewiser

Come up with your own description, guys. Someone help me find a...

Wed, 08 May 2013 15:33:55 -0500

Come up with your own description, guys.

Someone help me find a record deal so I can get noticed and marry her, already.

oxo

-eph

Once you’ve had enough of everything everyone tells you is...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 20:20:00 -0500

Once you’ve had enough of everything everyone tells you is “fun, fulfilling and what we all want”, you get sick.

You start to realize that the purest form of fun is thrill.

I’ve been getting my rocks off running, speeding, just chasing adrenaline like she’s the sexiest thing I’d ever laid eyes upon and I’ve never been happier.

Riding has felt like getting a back rub from an orgasm. I could get used to this.

Couldn’t have said it better myself.

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 00:26:26 -0600

Couldn’t have said it better myself.

FeelLearnFallRepeat

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 21:50:32 -0500

Climbing to the summit, being shoved off the edge and getting right back up has taught me a few things.

Aside from keeping the spring-loaded cam in my back-pocket(Just in case), of course.

(I commend you for looking that up, if you don’t get it.)

This isn’t the first time I’ve had the red carpet pulled from under me, but I feel like this last time has brought me something new.

You need to be buried deep in the dirt before you can find your bloom.

For so long, I’ve pushed myself.

Harder than most of you can fathom. Living on five quid a week for groceries, busting up to four jobs, ditching the social-life and even making some extra money doing a bit of freelance e-havoc wreaking. (Hey, times got desperate!)

I understand work-ethic. Quite well, actually. Hell, if I didn’t believe I had so much talent, I’d still think I’m the shit- with all this persistence.

Sorry, Leo moment.

(I’m really not sorry, but you know that.)

Anyway, I suppose there’s “Brute force” and “cognitive strategy”, the way I see it.

You’re either strong, intimidating and persistent, or you’re quick, efficient and clever.

Obviously I tried veering toward the latter, more often then not.

Always thought I could stay ahead of the game (and most of the barmpot-population I am so inevitably saturated in) It’s time to buckle down and merge the two.

That’s all the time I really have.

I’d love to burrow into the subconscious, but I’m afraid this bowl is cashed.

-Sean

Photo

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 21:15:15 -0500

babam, through the mist, this is fate.

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 00:27:34 -0500

babam, through the mist, this is fate.

This will pass. Won't it?

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 00:26:37 -0500

I am feeling exceptionally lonely today.
but this will, pass. won’t it?

my heart is warm, but my mind wants to play.
but this will pass. won’t it?

please, just let me sleep tonight.
but this will pass. shouldn’t it?

my monsters seem bigger without the light.
so this will pass. wouldn’t it?

babam

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 08:24:07 -0500

Photo

Sun, 10 Jun 2012 22:06:35 -0500

GODDAMNIT I ASKED FOR SAMOAS

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 19:15:00 -0500

GODDAMNIT I ASKED FOR SAMOAS

Getting used to someone new is always hard.

Thu, 31 May 2012 13:03:29 -0500

Getting used to someone new is always hard.

These two are -always- up to no good.

Mon, 28 May 2012 19:51:38 -0500

These two are -always- up to no good.

I almost forgot how lonely it can get at the top. Of course, I’d much rather be wallowing in...

Mon, 28 May 2012 19:50:44 -0500

I almost forgot how lonely it can get at the top.

Of course, I’d much rather be wallowing in a loft.

Soooo in love

Sat, 26 May 2012 03:33:50 -0500

with my new place. yay!

See you soon, sweet thing.

Wed, 16 May 2012 20:36:19 -0500

See you soon, sweet thing.

la la la laaa

Wed, 16 May 2012 08:33:34 -0500

la la la laaa

You are the world to me.

Mon, 07 May 2012 23:16:40 -0500

You are the world to me.

A good friend once told me this: “Luck happens when preparedness meets opportunity. I live...

Tue, 14 Feb 2012 21:16:34 -0600

A good friend once told me this: “Luck happens when preparedness meets opportunity.

I live by that, and it seems the difference between the one out of ten entrepreneurs that make friends with success is they’ll stop at nothing.

I don’t know if I’m ready to sacrifice everything (women, social status, time and.. Did I mention women?), but I’m
certainly wiling to.

It seems to be easiest, the moment you realize none of all this makes you happy to begin with. At least not for a fulfillingly (not a word, get over it) [albeit delicious] sustainable amount of time.

At that point you sort of just abandon the desire and hope she doesn’t come back and tempt you. Which, of course she will.

Standing at your door, ready and willing. Begging, even. Only because she knows the only way to get to you is to assure you that she’ll give it up.

Which of course, is not the case.

I don’t know what to put here, I mean I’m not trying to impress or inspire anyone here.. It is nice to vent, though.

I’ve been unreasonably busy, productive and proactive these last few weeks and I can honestly say desire has shown up at my doorstep with her top off, a few times.

It’s wonderful, but the end result is a reset. You’re sitting there, putting out the flame of the aftermath, gathering yourself and hoping you still have a shot at the finish line.

Success has a funny way of doing things, it’s sort of like a pyramid.

Actually it’s exactly that. All of your
competition is down at the bottom. Everyone is fighting for chump change and the minute they find out you’re close, they all want a bite.

Well I’m here, and I’m getting closer.

Take that, you.

I want to fly. I NEED to fly. I’m ready to jump, but I need to grow wings first.

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 08:23:37 -0600

I want to fly.
I NEED to fly.

I’m ready to jump, but I need to grow wings first.

Throughout our lives we long to love ourselves more deeply and to feel connected with others....

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 17:25:23 -0600

Throughout our lives we long to love ourselves more deeply and to feel connected with others. Instead, we often contract, fear intimacy, and suffer a bewildering sense of separation. We crave love, and yet we are lonely. Our delusion of being separate from one another, of being apart from all that is around us, gives rise to all of this pain.

- Sharon Salzberg

I need to remember that I am connected.